Every night, even when I'm dead tired. I'll always think of u guys, I dont know why, but thats what I do every night.I admit, I cried abt u guys. I'm not that strong, but still. I believe that hope and faith will get me thru a better life. well praying also. well I know He's got a bigger plan for all of us, for me. I'll just go with the flow then.

I feel used. fuck this shit man. I thought everything would get better, well it is better, but not enough. if I'd only knew u were someone's, I will not give a single fuck. I will, but its equal. well now, it all crashes down. motherfucker. I should have known better. I'm just here to accompany u while he;s not home, and when he's home. I am absolutely, nothing.

I dont think it'll last, seriously I dont and I'm sad abt this fucking shit. well it always happen to me and its like, I'm cool~
I really felt that u felt too. I think I move to fucking fast, shit

I think I'm into u u know, I dont know if u feel the same way but the way u stare, u texts me, the way u told me everything, I dont know I feel something. I hope u feel it too. I know its too early, we'll get to know each other better before it turns serious, maybe this is just what I feel, I know u are someone else's but still,

Done

I think I've found her but I havent found a way to her yet

Are u worth my time?

I'll leave all these memories behind from the times we never shared