I feel shit. crying over some girl that isnt even trying wait never ever have tried to love me as much as I love u. I have to, I have to get over u. I'll still keep the promise but its up to u, if u love as ur friend, u would want me to be happy. still, I will always love u.

Currently listening to: Jonny Craig - I still feel her III

I just want to have a nice day just with u, we'll go somewhere, we'll take a cab together. I'll treat u pizzas, then we go to a nice cafe just chillin, talking abt stuffs, then we go to a park til night where we see the stars shines bright together, we'll hold hands and smile when we look at each other. I'll walk u home and meet ur parents. I kiss ur forehead and U'll kiss mine. late night calls just to say that I miss u so. just to say u love me so. I guess little things like that is hard for a guy like me to find, better luck next time maybe. to the future!!

Every night, even when I'm dead tired. I'll always think of u guys, I dont know why, but thats what I do every night.I admit, I cried abt u guys. I'm not that strong, but still. I believe that hope and faith will get me thru a better life. well praying also. well I know He's got a bigger plan for all of us, for me. I'll just go with the flow then.

I feel used. fuck this shit man. I thought everything would get better, well it is better, but not enough. if I'd only knew u were someone's, I will not give a single fuck. I will, but its equal. well now, it all crashes down. motherfucker. I should have known better. I'm just here to accompany u while he;s not home, and when he's home. I am absolutely, nothing.

I dont think it'll last, seriously I dont and I'm sad abt this fucking shit. well it always happen to me and its like, I'm cool~
I really felt that u felt too. I think I move to fucking fast, shit

I think I'm into u u know, I dont know if u feel the same way but the way u stare, u texts me, the way u told me everything, I dont know I feel something. I hope u feel it too. I know its too early, we'll get to know each other better before it turns serious, maybe this is just what I feel, I know u are someone else's but still,

Done

I think I've found her but I havent found a way to her yet