The Future Depends On Us

Today was fun~ Went to Times Square with my best bud, Dylan. And then we went to Pavi, then KLCC for lunch. Nice awek kat TS bole tahan!! hahaha. I bought Vans Era, nice cant wait to wear them at World Stage :P haha. So then we went home, tukar bju and then watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice at Galaxy Ampang. What a day! Banyak errggmm pulak tu haha!! Till then. God bless you. Peace.

Currently listening to: Dream Theater - Honor Thy Father

P/S: Actually, I dont have the mood to blog so yeah wtv~

Baik ni, tunggu duit jer.

Blummm

I'm so lost and confused. I'm trying to go to the rite path, seriously I'm trying to change. Don't matter how smart you are if you're lazy like a pension dog. SO. I need someone that can change me to the better you know. Friends and family helps but.. It's not the same if you HAVE that special someone. I never had one, hehehehe lame. So maybe someday I will! And fyi my dad will be back in KL today wohoo! I miss him so much but I can't tell him, err malu. Maybe I can pau him 1 or 2 tees hehe >:) well that's all for now. I hope one of you readers are the one for me :) (lame again) God bless you. Peace.

Currently listening to: Set Your Goals - Look Closer

Skidz From Hell

So yesterday was fun I guess. Woke up at 10am and at 11 something me, lil bro and mum went to Wangsa Walk Mall and watched Eclipse, -.- ehe. After that My mum decided she want to send me to my drumming class, but I said I want to go to the Cheer Comp '10 at BJ. She was like, 'okay let me drive you there' I was like, 'wow, really? cool' Aha arrived there, met Dylan, Faiq, Farah Dee and err Fahmy. So borak2 bla bla bla masuk dalam, pegi sana sini met Fizah I guess, heh heh poop tut woi woah habis! Went to KLCC after that, me Faiq and Dylan was like retards you know. Fun day, fun day. And thanks mum for 'grounding' me. Ehe love you :)

Currently listening to: Attack Attack! - Renob, Nevada

I'll make you proud

I just love this day, my mum just told me that I was a failure, she will not trust me anymore, good speech mum, I'm too pampered. Yeah that is SO true. Yeah korang cakap macam slalu ada je bila aku perlukan korang, yeah I just realized. I'm thinking about you guys more than myself. Bila aku nak korang besides aku utk guide aku belajar, mana? busy oh yeah lupa. Bila result kluar korang tak sabar nak tgk, bila teruk mcm ni la jawabnye. And yes mum whatcha say oh yes, "I always thought you were better than your brother" guess you're wrong mum. I was never better than him, you guys were never there for me how can you say I'm a failure, I never needed anything than the both of you besides me. Mum, you were always supporting me on what I want to do with my life, but now? I guess you are the same as dad. You dont care what I'll become. I want to change for the better, you guys just doesnt see and believe in me. It's okay, I will change for what is best for me, not you guys. Still, I love you guys. God bless you. Peace.

Currently listening to: Boxcar Racer - I Feel So

I saw something weird in the mirror

Knowing you was the most painful and happiest feeling I have ever experienced. But now, it's just a sad memory for me. You don't know who I am anymore, you will not treat me the same way anymore. I feel the same way too. But it's just sad to know that you actually never loved me, like I love you. Well maybe the word 'love' will not describe of definite the way I cared and love you, wait.. I still care about you, and that 'love' feeling should fade a way forever, I can't change the taste of an apple to the taste of a banana, or orange or whatever. You crushed my heart, and then you crush it again. That's cool btw. Well I hope I'm suffering TML which means Temporary Memory Lost. Is there such a thing. Well don't matter though I'm just an ordinary dude to you, nothing special, so guess I have to move forward. God bless you. Peace.


Currently listening to: Asking Alexandria - I Used To Have A Best Friend (But Then He Gave Me An STD)

We got cakes

Woah, so as you all know, I'm having a lot of pressure over the past few weeks. I'm having problem with school, friends, family and MYSELF. So I'm trying to fix all of those fucking things alone I guess. But it's cool I guess. Nobody's perfect rite :) Aha so I'll try my best to solve those things. I'm gonna try to pray back cos it's my responsibility as a muslim. So yeah. And also I need to FUCKING study for God's sake! My marks are very low man, kata nak berjaya la apa jadah so kau kena la belajar ish Ammar ni -.- So yeah. That's basically what I'm feeling rite now. God bless you. Peace.

Currently listening to: Attack Attack! - What Happens If I Can't Check My Myspace When We Get There?